More than six months on from loosing mum and she is still a missing part of my life which i am finding very hard to bare. Everyday i wake up and think about her and on the bad days think about what she went through in the final days. I live with it day to day and see the effect it has had on my family and how it has left things, particually for my dad.
I see this picture of mum and Milly one of the last ones to be taken and think about milly growing up without her grandma, wondering if she will ever really remember what her grandma was like. Mum only met Hannah a handfull of times so Hannah will never have known or be able to get to know my mum.
I am hoping i will read this page in another six months time and things will be easier, but until then i have to get through Millys third birthday and Hannahs first Christmas.
I have also come to the conclusion life is very cruel and isnt something we should take for granted.
1 comment:
Sarah love,
Your mum would be so proud of how you are dealing with the pain of her loss. Your mum is never far from you, she is watching over you and your beautiful girls always.
Hannah may not have had the time to get to know your mum properly, her grandma but you have photographs and lots of wonderful memories that you can share with the girls. And as for Milly remembering her Grandma, well our Cal was once met never forgotten. Bubbly,out going and so full of energy and life and I'm sure you will keep reminding Milly all about her.
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